Yeah, I've come a long long way...indeed. From a big lot's lovers...now I am a certified small lot lover.

Is that a good or bad thing?
There is no recovery of loss, just that what you see in previous is the floating negative, when the market sided with me all the floating loss is already at my discretion to close or not to close.
Good money management and basic common sense is all we need to survive much longer in forex world. What I mean with basic common sense is that if we have small capital we should deal with it properly, small capital is meant to be traded with smallest lot size possible to avoid getting MC too soon. If you trade small capital with big lot size then always be prepared for the negative outcome that may arises later on.
Yeah, that is the beauty of small lot size. The only bad side with small lot size is the small profits you can get from it.
Increasing lot size when the right opportunity comes in your chart is not bad, the only problem is that majority of us don't have that specific skill yet...the skill to spot perfect opportunity is not always easy. Majority of us sucks with it and always blind sided with false signal, fake moves and so on.
Big lot size is only good if we know what we are doing and we know when to stop...
Protecting account and earning good profits is everyone's dream and to do it in consistent basis is even hard to sustain. But some can do it and others will wonder how they do it, yet they are not willing to do what is the right thing.
The first thing to do is enjoy the process of trading, forget the profits parts if you are still a newbie. If your mind is focus much on big profits and yet your capital is small, you will only encounter failures again and again.
Using high risk has it's own strict requirements and protocol but only few can master.
Thanks Super Mod. Huge draw down seems to be my specialty nowadays

And no matter how I try I can't get away with it, so to minimize the risk using smallest lot size is my best choice. As for the strategy, I already reveal it here many pages back. There is no magic in my strategy, in fact my system is very dangerous because I don't used stop loss, but as what I have said, small lot size saves my day many times as I can remember. In short, my strength is small lot size.
I wont recommend demo practice for 1 year, but I would like to recommend live cent account practice for 1 year, it's 100x much better than demo account. It's the mental, emotional and psychological aspect of trading that is hard to crack for every trader and you wont learn it in a demo account.
After 3 or 5 months of demo practice, the next step for newbie should be live cent accounts for 1 year. It's the best I can recommend.
For skilled and successful trader, big lot or small lot trading does not make any difference because they already had the edge and they know what they are doing.
Unfortunately am not a successful trader yet and I no longer want to be one. I give up that dream long time ago. What I have now is the desire and passion to enjoy the trading process that I ignored before because am blinded by big lot size trading. When I no longer think of big profits and just enjoy the trading process and getting to know the market up close and personal, that is when I feel most free, no pressure and no fear. And I shall remain this way for a long long time.
Thanks for all your input friends. You make my journal worth updating day by day.
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Let's have some update friends...
~Farmville~ Real Account with R$bates: $151.18~ Started February 01, 2018~
@ I got USDJPY and GBPUSD h4 chart up there, my instinct told me to buy them both, lol. Crazy instinct! So to make things simple I obey, that's it, if there is problem later with my trading decisions, I will deal with it the best possible way.
>>>Anyways, I withdrawn $110 from Batman Account, screenshot below.
>>> Here let me show you some of the trades I made with Batman Account...
@ Am using small lot size as well. Just $0.10 cent per trade. If I want to buy to sell a pair, I will just open trade according to what my instinct told me. So if my mind told me to buy with GBPUSD then I buy, no doubts and no second guessing.
If you want to make your account survive much longer, use small lot size. If you want to blow up your small account too soon then use big lots. You only have two choices, choose what's best for you.
That's all for today guys. Take care of yourselves and have a happy Monday. Please trade safely.